Home Sweet Home.. Or Is It?

After office hours is usually one of the things that I'm looking forward to every day for it is during that time that most people are usually quite relaxed and starts joking around and making fun of others. Another reason why I looked forward to this time is that I can now go home and relax after a hard day's work. But when I'm already a few blocks away from my house, a feeling of saddness starts to surround me as our problems at home starts entering my mind again.. Well, common house problems like financial problems, etc. I'm not the official breadwinner of our family but I try to help by contributing a share of my salary but it seems like that they are not satisfied for they are trying to ask for more. Well, they say that it's only for the meantime until things get a little bit better and hopefully it's really only for the meantime. I'm not being selfish but I also need to start saving for my future. Problems like this one makes me feel that I don't want yet to go home. Makes me feel that I want to go somewhere quite where I can be alone and think. Well, hopefully things would go back to normal again.. I certainly hope so..

It's a smaLL world after aLL...

"It's A Small World After All"

It's a world of laughter
A world of tears
It's a world of hopes
And a world of fears
There's so much that we share
That it's time we're aware
It's a small world after all

There is just one moon
And one golden sun
And a smile means
Friendship to ev'ryone
Though the mountains divide
And the oceans are wide
It's a small world after all

It's a small world after all
It's a small world after all
It's a small world after all
It's a small, small world


Still remember this song? Since entering college, I slowly learned that the world is small after all. I have college friends and blockmates who are also friends of my high school classmates and vice versa. Now, I'm slowly realizing it more that the world is indeed small! I have an officemate which was my schoolmate during elementary and is the boyfriend of my classmate in college (thanks to him, I learned that there was an opening in their department ü) and another which was a good friend of my barkada in college. Hehe! Then, after playing basketball with some of my officemates last month, I learned that one of my officemates is a good friend of my cousin's husband. And then last Friday, when we were on a way to our meeting, I learned that one of my officemates was a blockmate of my barkada's sister! It's just so funny that even in our office alone, I have officemates which are somehow related to me one way or another. Actually I'm kinda expecting and looking forward to meet and know more of my officemates, since I'm just new in the company, which are somehow related to me.ü

.^.Tru Calling.^.

Hey! Do you know the series Tru Calling? I was watching this show last Tuesday and for those people who doesn't know what this series is, its all about this girl who has the power to help people from getting killed. Well, this is the first time that I watched it and I hope my interpretation of the series is correct.. Hehe!ü Anyway, she gets to help people from getting killed by going back in time and help prevent that scene or sequence from happening. Actually it's a bit same with the Early Edition but the difference between the two is that in Tru Calling, when she failed to help that certain person, she will still wake up the same day as yesterday and she must be successful in helping that person or she might not get out of that loop. After watching last Tuesdays episode, I kinda hope that I should have that kind of power to prevent my loved ones and friends from dying, especially those who are killed intentionally. I missed them very much and I feel that it is one way of doing something for them in return.

I get the chance to help not only my friends and loved ones, but other people as well. Actually people could look at that power as a curse or blessing (as the star of the series also said) because you are compelled to help many people from dying but as for me, I think I see it as a blessing because I feel sorry for those people who have lost their loved ones.. As of now I think.. Hehe!ü

My First Journal!!

Yehey! This will be my first ever post here or any type of blog! Actually I already thought of making one around last year but as usual laziness got over me.. :( Anyway, I decided to make one today for the same reason as one of my barkada is: to make my brain work! If I have free time, I make it a point to sometimes read a good book or answer crossword puzzles (even though my vocabulary isn't that good as it was before). I admire my Grandma because with her age of 80 (I think), she can still finish crossword puzzles from their daily newspaper! How I wish I could be like her when I grow up..ü