Home Sweet Home.. Or Is It?

After office hours is usually one of the things that I'm looking forward to every day for it is during that time that most people are usually quite relaxed and starts joking around and making fun of others. Another reason why I looked forward to this time is that I can now go home and relax after a hard day's work. But when I'm already a few blocks away from my house, a feeling of saddness starts to surround me as our problems at home starts entering my mind again.. Well, common house problems like financial problems, etc. I'm not the official breadwinner of our family but I try to help by contributing a share of my salary but it seems like that they are not satisfied for they are trying to ask for more. Well, they say that it's only for the meantime until things get a little bit better and hopefully it's really only for the meantime. I'm not being selfish but I also need to start saving for my future. Problems like this one makes me feel that I don't want yet to go home. Makes me feel that I want to go somewhere quite where I can be alone and think. Well, hopefully things would go back to normal again.. I certainly hope so..