All Alone Tonight

It's hard when you don't have someone to talk to
Someone whom you could share your thoughts with
Can't express what you really feel inside
For the fear that some friends would not understand you

Feels like that I'm on a different planet
Feels like that all my friends are gone
Feels like that I'm all alone in this fight
But I'm hoping that I'm not

Some friends are all busy with their own life
Can't blame them, I know that time ought to come
Just hoping that I could find someone
Who will share my joys and tears

Someone who will be my inspiration
Someone who could by my guide
Someone whom I could cuddle and be with
During times of hardships and triumphs...

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Hay.. What am I talking about.. It's very hard when you don't have someone to talk to.. It's very hard living my aunt because of many reasons like you've got to follow her rules at home, there's no telephone line and computer there, etc.. So if I need to talk to someone, all I can do is text that person and that alternative is very expensive. So whenever I feel lonely, I just scan through my phonebook and try to look for someone who could either go out with me or could spare some load in texting me. But so far, almost all of the time, they are all busy so I usually just go out myself. Actually that's fine with me, it's just sometimes, I can't express what I feel to anyone because I'm all alone.

I feel that I can't stand being isolated for a long time and having no one to talk to... Pity me.. =(

World's Worst Buffet

I recently went to a buffet that claims that it will be a new guiness record for being the longest buffet. At first I was excited for it said in its advertisements that there are 400 different dishes and that it also said that the buffet has only limited availability. Good thing is that one of my barkada was able to receive seats for us two weeks in advance. But days before the buffet, I was having bit of second thoughts on going to the buffet because I might not get my money's worth there and I was right! It was for me the worst buffet ever..

There was no system during the event. I even recall one of the waiters saying that as long as we have plates and stamp on our hands we could get all we want. I think they didn't take into consideration having a system for some 2000+ people joining the said event.

There was a time when people were rushing in just to get a slice a cheesecake and the servers were almost flatten out by the number of people wanting to get a slice. Such a disgrace when I saw people who were already using their hands to get slices of cheesecake. Yuck!

When all the cheesecake were gone and people started going away, I heard a loud thud and when I turn around, I saw that one of the tables where the cheesecake was being served fell down..

Some people weren't able to eat anything and that they demanded a refund. Good thing that the organizer refunded their money.. For sure, the same organizers will not anymore try to do same kind of event again.. Hopefully not..

Your Seduction Style...

Hahaha! Just found this test thought one of my officemate... Things like this always makes me wonder how do they come out with their answers coz most of the time, I could somehow relate or feel that what the test is telling me is right or somehow right. Like for this test, I felt like that I am struck especially with the last line.. "No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover." Hahaha! Don't need to explain as to why I felt struck with the following line.. Hahaha!

Maybe through lots of analysis and surveys is the reason as to why they were able to come up with this conclusions but I still find these tests fascinating.. Actully sometimes I am thinking that was the conclusion really true or I'm just trying to subconsciously relate the conclusion with what is happening with me right now? Hahaha! Well, I don't want to think about that one coz I still have lots of things to attend to but still it fascinates me.. Hahaha!

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

The "X"-Factor

Hay.. As usual money is again one of my problems.. It's not that I spend too much but I feel that my dad still is convinced that I have a lot of money.. To think that just last night, he asked me if I can allot some of my money to buy a new washing machine so that we could already moved to our new house (though it is still not that liveable yet). Actually (based from the story of my brother) my dad would like to ask me if I would like to either buy a new washing machine or to pay for our daily laundry... Duh?! I think he is really that confident enough that I could set aside a portion of my salary to pay for the washine machine.. My dad said that I don't have to pay it outright, maybe I could pay for it through installment. Hay.. It's very frustrating thinking that I could not save that much money for myself and he is expecting me to buy an appliance for us?! And also just this morning, he told me that maybe I could buy milk so that when we spend the night on our new house, we could have something to drink for breakfast the next day. Hay..

Very Busy Week...

It's been a long long time since I was able to write here... Been very busy the past few weeks for our upcoming Christmas Party. Leading something is really a very very hard task.. But there's something at the back of my mind that's telling me that "Don't worry... Everything will turn out great.." Well, hopefully my subconscious is right or else I'm dead... Preparing for this Christmas party is much more difficult than my work here in the company.. But it's okay for I get to know a lot of people.. Hay.. How I wish that this October and especially November would stretch for a total of 12 weeks.. Hehehe!