All Alone Tonight

It's hard when you don't have someone to talk to
Someone whom you could share your thoughts with
Can't express what you really feel inside
For the fear that some friends would not understand you

Feels like that I'm on a different planet
Feels like that all my friends are gone
Feels like that I'm all alone in this fight
But I'm hoping that I'm not

Some friends are all busy with their own life
Can't blame them, I know that time ought to come
Just hoping that I could find someone
Who will share my joys and tears

Someone who will be my inspiration
Someone who could by my guide
Someone whom I could cuddle and be with
During times of hardships and triumphs...

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Hay.. What am I talking about.. It's very hard when you don't have someone to talk to.. It's very hard living my aunt because of many reasons like you've got to follow her rules at home, there's no telephone line and computer there, etc.. So if I need to talk to someone, all I can do is text that person and that alternative is very expensive. So whenever I feel lonely, I just scan through my phonebook and try to look for someone who could either go out with me or could spare some load in texting me. But so far, almost all of the time, they are all busy so I usually just go out myself. Actually that's fine with me, it's just sometimes, I can't express what I feel to anyone because I'm all alone.

I feel that I can't stand being isolated for a long time and having no one to talk to... Pity me.. =(